A whole bunch of columns I did for scot/campus magazine back in 2006
Opinion piece #1
Wristbands are so out yeah? Well, in a way. They have certainly lost whatever political or moral association they once held thanks to the frenetic cashing in on the trend by every charity and cause you can imagine. Blue is one of the most problematic colours. After starting life as a way of raising the profile of the anti bullying campaign set up by radio one, it could now mean anything from tsumani relief via democrat supporter (also more generally simply anti bush) to prostate cancer. The causes have become further lost as fashion has taken over from charity, and now we have high street stores and various cashers in creating wristbands that, appropriately, mean nothing at all.
This I find quite comforting though. The idea of the wristband was a genuinely fine one, and in the case of the make poverty history campaign I feel it was a genuinely important one. But it was so close to fashion that it was inevitable that people would start wearing them simply because someone they saw in heat was wearing them, regardless of the cause. This prompted nothing but negativity for those who did decide to wear wristbands, what sort of statement were they trying to make? Did they even understand what they were representing? but now thanks to the profusion of them they mean nothing, and that can only be good, since so muchof the negativity aimed at people with wristbands is about what people think they are doing? whether or not they are being a soulless cahs in? I find it much more comforting when someone is simply wearing something for fashion purposes, it removes any judgement on my part about their character.
Even better is when people just make up their own meanings, from people combining colours to match their outfits to people putting together the colours of their favourite football team. As long it’s not gone into the realm of fdashion advertising I’m hapopy. But my favourite recapturing of the wristband is the code. Oh kids these days, they are wonderful. Online magazine the lab recently surveryed 1000 teenagers aged between 15-19 and over 75% of them believe that the colour of the charity wristband is more important the charity, and even better than that, Nearly 60% of 15-19 year olds use the bands as a way to identify the sexual preference and availability of a potential partner.
Amazing scenes! the teenagers have borrowed the flag idea from gay communities, the colours people associated with the charities have been reappropriated and subverted to the kids own wicked means. Whikst they still won’t answer the age old question, ‘does she fancy me?’ it des take a lot of the unnecessary legwork from the dating game. Here’s a brief run down:
Pink = Straight female
Blue = Straight male
Yellow = Lost virginity
Red = Sexually available
White = Currently attached
Purple or Turquoise = Gay
Black = On the rebound
And of course, you don’t stop at one, you have to mix and match. You might think someone is trying to be mother teresa, but actually they’re a bi curious boy who’s lost his virginity but is recently on the rebound. So the next time you see a kid wearing a rainbow of wristbands down their arm don’t judge them immediately as self centred showoffs using other people’s misfortune to try and make out how great they are, because that might not be what they mean, and you don’t want to alienate them too much, they might be trying to pull you.
Opinion piece #2
Lost? Yeah, me too. But it’s just so intriguing isn’t it? I’m a little further ahead than most, my patience running as far as a few mouse clicks and perhaps a brush with the law, but I still don’t know what’s going on. Do I know where they are? Do I know what the thing in the jungle is? Do I know why the plane crashed in the first place? A resounding, bellowing no.
You know the game twenty questions? When you think of something, then someone has 20 questions to guess what it is you’re thinking of? Is it animal, vegetable or mineral, all that jazz? Well, imagine playing that game with someone who, when asked to think of something for you to guess, instead thinks of nothing at all, and just answers your questions arbitrarily until finally you are left, frustratingly, with no possible answer. Is it a polar bear? Yeah, I guess. This is what Lost feels like.
But I don’t want to criticise Lost, for all it’s meandering flashbacks and plot points that are brushed over, Lost has done something more than just entertain me, it has provided me with a tool for, ironically, finding people.
I’m new in town, I just moved to Glasgow and I don’t know too many people just yet and you know, sometimes it’s pretty daunting. Big city life can be an awfully lonely one in our atomised society, everyone is so guarded. You go into a coffee shop and can’t find a seat because all of the tables are filled with people sitting alone. I’m sure nobody would really mind you taking the seat opposite them, but would they talk to you? Would you talk to them?
One of the places many people find their friends if they’re new in town is in their jobs. You’d certainly like to make some friends but how do you know these people are friend material? How do you know you would get along, the conversation in a work environment is so clipped and edgy and meaningless, particularly if you work for some huge corporation, you have such a diverse bunch of folk, all viable friend material, how do you find the ones like you? How do you let them know who you are? One of the ways that the company I work for seemed to do this was by making us introduce the people next to us, where they are from, what they did before they gave up, and, for a bit of fun, their favourite film. I said The Princess Bride, no one had heard of it. Can you imagine how bad I felt! Perhaps I need to be more general. Hmmm.
I ask one question, did you see Lost last night? Bam! Defences drop, you have a common interest, you have something to talk about, and not just, yeah, it was alright, but OH MY GOD yeah I saw it! What did you think this bit was about, what does that represent? Do you think he knows all of the secrets!?
In a world where communal spirit is sorely lacking, with institutions, public societies and religions crumbling, with jobs occupying more and more of people’s time, and with pubs increasingly becoming somewhere you go to lose your fucking mind and hopefully get off with someone, TV becomes the ersatz third place, the common ground that exists between work life and home life. It becomes one of the few things we can all share. Of course TV itself falls foul to the same atomisation of our culture, with a million channels popping up pandering to a million tiny subsets of our society, which is why Lost should be celebrated. It is something that is flashy and funny and well made and brainy and it transcends these sociological boundaries. It is something a large portion of society can share actively as well as passively. This is the reason shows like Big Brother are so huge, they give people a common bond, a common group of people to bitch about over lunch, and while Lost shares a lot of the soap opera theatrics from these shows, (hell, the inspiration came from one of these shows, Survivor) Lost is also intriguing, it is a mystery and perhaps you can solve it together. Maybe J.J. Abrams is just playing twenty questions without thinking of the answer, maybe he is snaking us down a never ending path, maybe all we will be left with are more questions, just as lost as everyone on the island. But as much as I scream and I shout and I can’t believe that that episode is over and they didn’t even mention that thing, I think that sometimes, I don’t ever want to know the answers.
Opinion piece #3
You? You’re planning something special no doubt. It’s an important event; a celebration, and your friends have told you to expect something extraordinary. This isn’t just another night out with some friends, this is a personal epoch, this is a celebration of all that was and what is yet to come.
This is not to be a quiet night down the pub; this is a blowout, a celebration of your time in the world. Maybe you’re getting married, maybe you’re moving away for a new job, maybe your first child has just been born, maybe you’ve finally finished school and are about to embark on your life’s ambitions.
Whatever the case may be this is a rite of passage into a new, important and significant time in your life and you are not going to go quietly. This is a call to the world, I am coming world! You shout. Here I am! This is me! Here I come!
It is a time for reflection, a time to bask and praise and give thanks to the countless people who have helped you on your way, a pause for thought on the million and one decisions that have led you to this precise point, this precise night, this precise moment. You are glowing, you are ready, now is the time to celebrate.
But how to celebrate such an occasion? You and those closest to you have to make a mark on your town. This cannot simply be another night out, you have had many wonderful times with these people and you will have many more, but this night is about more than that, this night is about making an impact, of planting a flag in the road of your life. You will tell the city.
The city, the home, this is where it has all happened. This place, these people, the faceless crowds in the streets, they are you and you are them and you want to share your new life with the world. Maybe you’re leaving and this is your fond farewell, maybe you’re deciding to share the town with someone else, maybe you’re bringing another life to this place. Whatever the case, this will all be different tomorrow, you will change, you are embarking on an adventure, you are heading down another path and everything is going to be different. You want to share your joy and your excitement with the town, this is not just a night out for you, you want to show everyone that things are changing, you want them all to look around and take in the endless possibilities and the constant shifting lives of those around them.
Oh the people, oh, your friends, your wonderful friends, your raft in the sea of uncertainty, your angels and demons, your loves, they will be with you to mark this passing in style, you will all leave make and impact
They arrive on your doorstep, this is it, the excitement is through the roof, and as you step out the door you see your carriage for the evening.
And,oh! What a carriage. A gleaming beast of silver and red, a roaring behemoth taking time out from saving the world to swathe a path through the city for you and yours. An actual, honest to god fire engine. No one is getting saved tonight; this is pure statement and nothing more.
As you hurtle through the streets you have walked up and down countless times, the streets which will soon be replaced by new streets or a new you, you want them to know you are passing, you want these streets and these people to share your joys, your apprehensions and the whole heady mix of emotions that have carried you through life and brought you to this point. Listen to us! We are you! This is life, this is a moment, share it with us! You want to enunciate, to inspire, to shake the world and let it know you’re passing. You want the whole world in this big red truck with you.
Me? I’m sat waiting for my bus on a Friday night as yet another limo carries
A dozy group of hens around the block for at least the fiftieth time. Time was seeing a limousine coming down the street would make me vaguely excited, it would arose feeling s of anticipation. Nowadays it’s just another thing that makes me sigh. The next limousine isn’t quite a limousine; they seem to have given up on any semblance of class and decided to stretch out possibly the most tasteless car in the world, the hummer.
But then oh my lord here comes the fire engine. An actual, honest to god fire engine whose sole purpose tonight seems to be a makeshift, mobile pub. It’s a good job it’s raining. I sigh again. When I get home I take out my notebook and decide to write about these carriages, and I reflect on what the women in these carriages (why are they always women?) said to me. And I quote, ‘WAAAAAAAUUURRGGH!! WOOOOOOOOOOO!!! WAAAAAAAAA!!!!” their wails dopplering as they go around the block. As I think about this, I start to wonder why I sighed, and I started to think of their preparation for the
Night, and I started to wonder why they felt the need to hit the town so hard. Ultimately I started to wonder how I would react were some of my friends to turn up to my house in a fire engine. And I thought about their words again. WAAAAAAAAUURGH!! WOOOOOOOOOOO!!! WAAAAAAAAA!!” and I think I understood.
Opinion piece #4
Sorry about this one, I’m trying to give you my full attention but I keep being drawn to the TV. Not just in some ADD afflicted way where I see something flashing or some bare skin, my whole body is being drawn into the decadent world in front of me. A world of gold rings and chandeliers populated by Vikings and Counts, the most glorious social club in the world. You know what I’m talking about, it’s that time of year. I’m drawn to the Lakeside.
Ladies and gentlemen! Are you ready!
Let’s!
Play!
Darts!
I never made a conscious effort to love the arrows; it genuinely did draw me in, deeper and deeper every year. It started when I was younger, when I’d tune into BBC2 after Neighbours hoping to find the Fresh Prince and I’d be confronted by the darts. I’d piss and moan a bit but it was better than the news. I’d watch it for a while, I didn’t really understand the rules back then but it killed half an hour and they were throwing sharp things which appealed to me as a youngster. (I used to be into throwing knives, my kitchen door took a hell of a beating, but that’s not important right now.)
I really fell I love with darts when I got to university. It’s one of the few sports that the BBC has left, so, along with snooker, they give it everything they’ve got. And as a student with lots of free time during the days you can’t really avoid it, since, on a typical weekday during the World Championship, between the hours of 12 pm and 1 am BBC2 shows eight hours of darts. Funnily enough, it was again caused by me flicking the channel after Neighbours, but now it was the 1.40 slot rather than the 5.35. The darts were on, I’d look at my housemates and we’d decide to leave it on while we all did some work, wrote some essays, read some books. Suddenly it was one in the morning and I’m making another round of tea because Andy Fordham has just made an amazing comeback and I know it’s a bit shit but I just want to see who wins.
And as soon as you see who wins, before you have a second to breathe, another two champions burst out to the sound of some wonderful and completely non ironic entrance music, usually something from the eighties, usually a bit silly, but it grabs your attention. Sometimes you’re slack-jawed, unable to comprehend a man who looks like that doing a funny little dance to a song you’ve not heard in about fifteen years. Suddenly they’re under way and you’re drawn in again. It’s an inevitability, just get sucked in, you’ll love it, there’s a lot to love.
You can go in blind too, the rules are pretty simple, I’m not explaining them here, you’ll pick them up, and in every game you’ll find someone to cheer for. Most of the players are some kind of British, but there’s the odd Australian and loads of Dutch. It’s the biggest sport in Holland outside of football. But whilst you can, and probably should, ally yourself to your country you’ll inevitably find yourself drawn to the guy with the most ridiculous haircut or the one with the most jewels. And that’s not always as simple a decision as it seems.
But let’s not dwell too much on the silly haircuts and the incongruous gold, because that kind of novelty will only last so long, there’s real drama here, genuine excitement, and, perhaps surprisingly, style.
Not in the game itself, I mean, you go to your local pub and watch some darts and you don’t see anything stylish, perhaps it’s just as exciting but it won’t be as wonderfully staged as it is on TV. I mean, think of any other sport that you watch in split screen? A sport where you can watch the player and his agonising pressure, his shaky hand, the release of the dart and then the magical split second between split screens where anything can happen, you hang like the dart in the air, unsure of where you’ll land, then you suddenly slam home with that wonderful acoustic thud. The split screen has gone three ways these days too, you get the board, the player and the player’s suffering family. Coupled with the rhythmic thud of metal on cork all they need is a little LED clock in the middle and you realise where the creators of 24 got their inspiration.
Not just the split screen either, darts has slow mo shots, board shots, hand cam, dart cam, slow mo dart cam, wide shots of the crowd, pressure zooms when they might get the 180. The slow motion dart throw actually reminds you of how impressive the players actually are, I’ve grown so used to seeing the split screen version I forget what is actually going on live, it’s taken for granted.
But again, like the jewels, the stylisation of the game illustrates a wonderful opposition, a reminder of the class system that we’ll never escape. It’s like a taxi driver doing a ballet, like the servants having a party in the manor house while Lord Snooty’s on holiday, like a bunch of screaming hens in a limousine. The whole thing takes place in a giant pub for chrissakes! You half expect a large proportion of the crowd to scuttle off to play the gamblers in the breaks between matches. And the post match analysis? Well, it’s the ubiquitous Ray Stubbs and Bobby George sat, where else, but at the bar.
Game on!
Opinion piece #5
Like all the best jokes, it’s the way you tell them. Sure, they can be inherently humourous, they can be funny situations, they can be quite unexpected, but how often have you told someone a cracking joke only for them to butcher it right in front of your outraged eyes. This is one thing to remember as I go on.
The second thing you should remember is that I don’t believe that something can be so bad it’s good. I think it’s a muddy phrase that we have been forced to use now that language is beginning to show the strains of an increasingly complex world. If something is bad enough to be classed as good then it should be simply good, not necessarily for everyone, but good for you. And good for you for taking the time to find something to enjoy in something you would automatically presume would be bad. You have assumed a certain amount of creativity in the thing you are enjoying, you have decided which parts of this to enjoy and why, you have created something new. People like Tarantino have made a career from this, and good for him too.There’s so much pastiche and irony these days to it would be fruitless to try and sift through to whatever the creator of the work was trying to say or show, and you’ll almost never get what the author meant to say in the first place anyway, never entirely. The end of the world is imminent, let’s enjoy as much as we can. Just a few things to remember there before we go on, a little insight into some of my personal philosophies.
Now, onto R Kelly.
I could have chosen many, but the three main reasons I love Trapped in the Closet by R Kelly are:
1. The moment when Rosie the nosy neighbour arrives with a spatula in her hand (like that’s going to do something against them guns.)
2. The protracted love scene from part four where our ladies man gets cramp and his girlfriend tells him very matter of factly that she is about to climax and he’s ‘cool’ with that.
3. The final lines of chapter nine and the ensuing spiral into pure farce (Please, please hunt this down yourself. Revealing it here would be like telling you what’s down the hatch.)
You see, I can understand why people would think Trapped in Closet is shit, I can understand why Graeme would decide to place it in the Not section of Hot or Not. But I can also say that no piece of music in recent memory has made me laugh so much, or literally physically gasp at the imagination, the thought processes, the little throwaway lines. I’m not laughing at him, this isn’t a mean enjoyment, this is a genuine enjoyment of a man’s writing style. There is an argument that Kelly did not mean all of the things I alugh at to be funny, and that may be true, but it doesn’t matter to me one bit. Like all the best jokes, it’s the way he tells it.
Kelly has decided to create a new genre, a Hip Hopera, an overblown series of scenarios and characters in hugely convoluted storylines largely based around couples cheating on each other and then hiding in the cupboard/closet/bathroom while the cheated on ex arrives, only to reveal an even more shocking secret in their life. The music serves as a constant backbone to the scenarios, a methodical beat which slowly builds and builds into a crashing crescendo at the end of each chapter. The music has it’s function, but it’s all about the singer and the story for me. This is deadpan Kelly. There is no embellishment here, there are virtually no adjectives. It’s laid out to you exactly as it happens, with the he said she said then he said dynamic lending the whole thing a second layer of rhythm, but making the ever more farcical scenarios more humorous gravitas as it goes along (The cliffhanger line of Chapter 9 being the breaking point.). It’s like if Dr Seuss decided to write Sunset Beach.
Remember too that this is R ‘I believe I Can Fly/Bump n Grind’ Kelly. Probably the most successful male solo artist of the nineties, both as a performer and as a producer. And like all good artists he’s branching out, exploring new territories, and thanks to his heritage he is able to give this crazy experiment some radio play. This is such a singular vision, the work of an auteur in a world where almost everything we see and hear is decided by a committee. Clearly there’s no committee behind this, I’m sure people tried to talk him out of it, but he is R ‘I believe I Can Fly/Bump n Grind’ Kelly, he can do what he likes.
Now go off and listen to it yourself, go off and think about the things I have told you. Now, imagine just for a minute that someone more credible had created this. Someone like Dave Chapelle or Chris Morris, would you be more inclned to like it? I don’t mean to judge you, but you probably would. Now try and take it completely out of context, forget R Kelly, forget whether or not he meant it to be funny and just listen to it. (And I do recommend listening to it rather than watch the videos. The music on the videos seems nothing moer than the world’s worst director’s commentary.) Doesn’t it then begin to stand out as something special? A truly original, truly shocking, and truly brilliant piece of popular music?
Opinion piece #6
Youtube.com has made me feel all sorts of emotions this month. All sorts. We’ll start on a positive, something silly and humorous that the internet does well. Brokeback to the Future, a fake trailer expertly crafted using clips from the Back to the Future trilogy and music from Brokeback Mountain. It’s very well done and it made me laugh. Then something else I found made me laugh, but also cry a little. I found the Kevin Federline jamming to Popozao video and it made me feel shame. I know nothing of Kevin Federline other than he’s the guy who married Britney Spears, and yet here I am, sat in a flat in Glasgow watching him dance to Popozao using his hands and his head and it’s so earnest but so ridiculous. I’m laughing at him, really hard, and I know loads of other people will be. But, like the star wars kid, I know there are times when we’ve all done stuff like that, it’s like we’re laughing because we’re relieved that we weren’t stupid enough to get caught on camera. I feel a little ashamed about that.
Luckily, Jason McElwain was just around the corner. The autistic kid who was given the chance to be part of the high school basketball team for just one game. It erased my shame and made me proud of our species and made me love hollering and whooping Americans which is no mean feat.
Then after watching some crazy Christmas lights and clips of Prince totally rocking out at a George Harrison memorial show and steven wright doing some incredible standup I realised I had been browsing youtube for almost a full evening. It had replaced my TV viewing, just endless snippets of pretty much anything you can think of, direct from the ether to my room. It was a glimpse into the future but it kinda worried me because there was no prolonged engagement with anything. It was like eating a whole packet of Haribo, only, the packet would never empty, you’d just want more and more. I just couldn’t stop, what if I missed something, what if someone saw something before I did.
Then someone saw something before I did and it made me sad. It was a clip from Family Guy where Brian dresses up as a banana, shakes his maracas and sings ‘Its Peanut Butter Jelly Time!’ in an effort to cheer him up. Not only did I miss that but I missed the ensuing fall out and endless copying. By the time I had scrambled back to my PC there were already countless imitators, most notably a remix of the Kevin Federline video from earlier, only now it was Peanut Butter Jelly Time! he was hand dancing to. How could I have missed that one! How do people find the time to do all of this. It annoyed me, I had a headache, I wondered why this annoyed me so much. I just gave in, relaxed, and started writing this.
I was exhausted. Endlessly looking for instant gratification, looking for the next cheap thrill had left me emotionally and physically drained. I turned off the computer and read a book. It was like a nice bath for my brain.
So yeah, read more books kids. After you’ve checked out all the videos I’ve mentioned of course.
Opinion piece #7
Animal Crossing : Wild World
The problem with cities is that there are just too many people. I was in Tesco’s on Saturday thinking to myself that there physically shouldn’t be this many people in a place at once, everyone desperately scouring the shelves, elbowing and pushing, a million simultaneous silent attacks, a matter of power while snatching at the bread and milk. On my daily walk to and from work I find myself becoming part of the swarm, the anonymous grey and black coated beast that runs like a river through the streets at least twice daily. I’m thinking on an average day about town I probably come into contact with at least one hundred new individuals. It’s too much to handle.
In my town in Animal Crossing there are nine people. Me, Lisa, Chow, Cyrano, Teddy, Mathilda, Vespa, Walker and Filbert . I know all of these people extremely well. They are super cute, they are funny, they don’t barge past me to get to the station a little bit quicker, they don’t grunt and moan when I reach past them to pick up a packet of biscuits. They stop and talk and tell me jokes and comment on my hair. They are good people.
Games are often lambasted in the media for warping our minds and turning us into sexually motivated killing machines with no sense of right and wrong. Well, maybe sometimes the world itself is the thing that is warping our minds and turning us into a culture of sexual predators and killing machines. I certainly felt like dishing out some divine punishment while in Tesco on Saturday, most Saturdays to be honest, people can be so blinkered and selfish. You can call it a game if you must but it’s not, it’s just a nice place to visit and to relax. Maybe sometimes you need games like Animal Crossing to calm you down, to make you stop and relax and enjoy the scenery.
You may think I’m either a ten year old girl or a massively underdeveloped man riddled with psychological errors for being so in love with this game but you’re wrong. This isn’t really a game at all, there is no score, no competition (that is until you take it online and visit your friend’s town and find out he has a bigger house that you and a cooler t shirt and wow, where did he get that hat!). There is no fire button or jump button. There is a plant a flower button, or a go fishing button, or a plant a tree button. You can take some time out and use the stylus to design yourself a new t shirt, or a flag, or some wall paper, or compose your national anthem. Something I only recently discovered was that if one of your villagers is too far away from you to talk to, you can tap them with the stylus and do a little smile and wave. More games should have smile and wave buttons. Life itself should have more smile and wave buttons.
Opinion piece #8
Genre mapping.
Pretty useless things, genres. I think they represent some of the most glaring inconsistencies in this language of ours. They represent how we try and order the world in a particular way, and when we find out the world just isn't like that, rather than try and think of new ways of seeing and understanding, we justmake up increasingly convoluted new genres, new ideas to try and represent new ideas. But they also provide us with sound tools for a bit of fun, if we just fuck them around a bit.
Take music for example, probably the worst offender in genre bending. With everyone desperately trying to find the new sound, and every journalist trying to claim they have found the new sound, they are forced to create new, ever more complicated pigeonholes to stick things in. Luckily for us, some muso's have had some fun, and in the late eighties and early nineties NME we had journalists just making up genres, and they stuck! People are so gullible. Not you people, of course, you guys are smart. You know that new wave post punk emo core riot girl band are essentially just a rock n roll band wearing different clothes, the ideologies are the same, it's all youthful rebellion and angst, just in more contemporary clothes, a little more makeup and a lot more swearing.
Stories on the other hand, films, books, all the storytelling media, they are a lot more constrained, they allow things to exist in different genres, Alien is essentially a sci fi film, but then, is sci fi merely aesthetics? Or ideologies? Alien could also quite happily be considered a horror film, why not just call it a sci fi horror, we don't need to complicate things too much. As much as films do get complicated, at least we don't make up vapid genres like emo to describe things, at least they are at least a little factual. My favourite recent example being Shaun of the Dead's tagline as being the world's first RomZomCom. Despite these clever word plays and hybrid genres, ultimately, out on the shop floor, someone has to make a decision and put these things in a place. These places may be correct in one sense, but often they could be in so many places. I wince everytime I wander through a bookshop and see Vonnegut in the sci fi section, not that he shouldn't be there, but just because there's so much more to him.
Anyway, I said there would be an element of fun and fucking around to be had, and I don't want to turn this into a sermon so here you go. From today, I want everyone to swap the genres around. I mean, why not? We shouldn't be so precious about these things, just mess them up. A change is as good as a rest and all that. From now on, Guns n' Roses are an action band. Die Hard is a rock film. Aphex twin is scifi/horror and Garden State is a singer songwriter film. You can keep going yourself, take it to the forum, take it to the streets, change your thinking.